Resentful or careful still painful

Careful? or am I just resentful? I used to tell myself that I need to choose my battles or as someone once said “happiness is the ability to sacrifise what you want now for what you want eventually” and I thought that is what I was doing. I thought was being “smart” about what things to bring up and what things to just let go off cause it is not worth it. Little did I know that overtime there is magically a build up of things (amazing how fast that happens) and then it reaches a point where resentment kicks in and it is hard to talk about anything cause it is just not going to fix anything. it will always be like this and even though I hate it, i just gotta live with it. and it shows and I have no clue what to do about it.


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